Change ?...

as much i thought i have change from my past.
to be truth i havent change a bit from it..
its not i didnt take example from my past..
it just i didnt want to..

and why the heck i didnt want to do so ??
i myself didn't understand the situation im in right now.
is it cause i didnt want to move on..??
or i didnt know how to ??

i do feel im making some movement to change..
but it was difficult to tell have i changed myself or im pretending to change ?

(Flip the coin..i didnt know ..~)
Still i will try hard for it.