Darkest Night

Goody Evening to all !..or is it Night ?
Wow..no wonder it is dark already. Ahh..well. my night wasnt so bright nowdays.
getting darker and darker day by day /
Why ? Because the only ★ ☆ ✰ that brighten my night doesnt seems in the right mood.
I will not give up and kept looking at it and pray to Allah SWT so that it can shine even brighter again. 
You are not Alone ... Someones watching u STAR. :)

Please make my life beautiful again

♥

Wedding Plan.

Aha ! ...wedding plan atau dalam bhase jawenye pelan perkahwinan.
Sape? aku ker?
INsyallah..next 6-7 years lg..my mom la planner dier. hehe
2 days straight following my parents go to people wedding ceremony.
After that berbual2 with my parents about nikah...kenduri..and all wedding stuff. (didnt noe my parents open with this topic) hehe. =)
Bual2 saje jer...xde niat.
Sbb for now..My target is.

1. Working
 ( Monay..monay..monay)

2. Treat My Family something nice.

3. Working out at GYM...get my dream figure . (AHAHA..siap la awok yer cik Thirah Syg..)

4.Get my first date with my Baby. ( Iye..awok lah cik Thirah. Senyum2 plak dier eh) :*

5.Learn to speak chinese.

6. Further my study..(probably next year hopefully.) and also met few of my old pal at KPMIM. wait for me guys. :)

So this is my plan for this coming months or so. Try harder to fulfill few of it .
live my life as good as i can be to my family n baby..also to my friends.

Hoi Cik Adik !!

Malas chek nak dok pikiaq mende2 ni..cheq risau kat hang ja taw.

Sorry for all the trouble occurred in the past few days..

It hurts me seeing you like this..

but I'll always be by your side.

Oke Bai ~ =)

Im Lovin Her. =)

after 2 days missing my cyg like mengong.
due to unavailability of the internet.
i have finally can see her comeyl face last night.
thru SKYPE that is.
haha..

WAAA..
sooo fun n geram seeing her cute face.
Grrrr..haha
but she was not so well..worried. =(
but last 2 days we were contacting thru msg via HP.
Its been a long time since i last top-up my phone.
cant stand missing her perhaps ??
Lalala..who knows right ?
SYG still Miss You !! =(

The Once Immortal Memory ...~

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

At Last..

It's been more than 2 years  i was stuck in my past.
without letting go any of it...
im so tired..
i was so afraid to move forward with my life..
because the scars 'you' left me with is too deep to be treated.
it was so painful that i cant even move on in my life. 
even time weren't able to cure it completely.

But now..after 2 years i live in a shadow of you.
now i have learn to let u go completely from my life.
Even-though i never regret loving u all this time.
i wish we will never met again.. 


It is because...now she's the keeper of my 'heart'